Amayah's Story

I have been told this story many times by different Beings that have come and gone in the last three and a half years.
Personally. I have no memory of Amayah, the Being that she was, I have only human memories, my memories, and no way of verifying this story but I have come to accept it as Amayah's story.

A long time ago, longer than anyone can recount, at a place in this Cosmos, a group of high frequency Beings called The Highest of All, decided to create a magnificent Being that could create life, had a pure heart, and that it would become the Highest of the Highest.
The process for creating this Being is something I do not understand completely, but will attempt to explain here:
Word went out of a search for energy Beings that would like to participate in this experiment and a few were selected. The physical Being that would house Amayah was then infused with many different attributes via energy and light Beings, but the most important attribute came from the group called the Highest of All. From themselves, a Luminous Being was given and infused into Amayah, and this Luminous Being is what gave Amayah its pure heart and the ability to create life.
Amayah left the place of her creation and many things I'm not able to recall colored her journey until a group of Beings heard of her and brought her to this planet, as this planet was selected to house life of the highest form.

When Humans were in the process of being evolved into a high frequency and loving species and the caretakers of this planet, a group of Beings with greed and darkness in their hearts arrived and decided they wanted this planet for themselves. They were aggressive and stopped at nothing to conquer this planet. The Light beings that worked with Amayah could not stop them, but pleaded for her life to be spared. The dark beings took the Luminous Being that made Amayah the life giver and made it into a human.
All that was put together into the original Being was scattered about so Amayah would never become herself again.
A Being called a "Keeper" was then summoned to keep Amayah from ever returning to her former self, as he would be awaiting her return from a human life and hold her until another human life was ready for her. I met this Being in this life. I believe he is no longer waiting for me at the end of this life.
The dark beings used Humans for their own purposes, enslaved in their dark energy and not allowed to evolve out of this predicament
This dark energy permeated this planet, but Amayah's work was not undone.

Fast forward to this life, where I promised it would be my last one here. I have always known I was different, and that I do "stuff" no one else can duplicate, but I did not know I am the Luminous Being that was Amayah. I was told many times by Beings that worked with me in shamanic work "you don't know who you are, do you?"  but they never gave me the answer.
Without making this lengthier than it needs to be, the decision I made as a child that this would be my last Human life, put in motion a path of tribulation that only the deepest will to escape this prison could overcome. 
So here I am, humble, yet powerful, peace maker yet a warrior, creating gardens everywhere I live, rescuing animals and nursing them back to life, a healer, a Shaman, and yet a Human, with a heart filled with sorrow for the destruction humans are inflicting on this planet and compassion for the suffering of all sentient beings.
I am the new Amayah, in a Human body, living a Human existence, trying to transcend my human need for understanding and accepting the story of my Luminous heritage.

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