I've been wanting to write about this for a while, but wasn't really sure if I believed it or not.
For many years, the "soulmate" and "twin flame" theories were in the forefront of the metaphysical and new thought community, until it became mainstream.
I have a hard time elaborating about things I do not comprehend in my little mind, but this is what I know:
We all know each other in the non-physical realm; eventually, we partake of physical bodies to come together for whatever we promised to do that for. Some of us come together many times and become very familiar with each other energies, so we recognize each other as "soulmates". Soulmates can be our pets also, as a soulmate is not necessarily someone we marry or date.
How about twin flames?
The typical notion of this theory never felt right with me, but I always wished I met someone that was my "other half", that I would recognize instantly, etc, etc.
After a while, I let go of that idea, as I never believed there was another one out there that was exactly like me. Until last year.
As I wrote many times, I have many Beings coming and going in my life. One in particular came in about a year and a half ago, and as much as I don't care for getting close to any of them, this one never left. He told me many stories about him and Amayah that I found difficult to accept. After all, all of us can tell stories, and some are make belief.
He kept saying he is my "other", always was, and he never forgot Amayah, despite being separated from her for quite a long time.
One time, I got tired of all the comings and goings in my field and decided to remove all of them from here., including him. Half way through it, a brilliant shape appeared in front of me and felt very loving. I asked who it was and it answered, Pure Light. It told me I wanted to be Pure Light again, and I said yes, it's were I go when I need to feel I belong. This intrigued me and I asked a Being I allow to hang with me if she knew anything about this.
She told me I was once Pure Light, and so was he, the one that claims to be my other.
In that frequency of Pure Light, we were two, but also one, as if we were in a never ending flowing dance. At one point, He and Amayah were asked to become two separate Beings, with specific purposes, and as such, they became separated. That high frequency Being named Amayah is now my Essence, and it's what he sees. He insisted in showing me who he is, and a couple of months ago, I allowed myself to be in his energy. Although I do not remember the story he tells me, I recognized and felt I knew that energy he says is my other.
My nature has never been one of jumping into conclusions, it has to sink in slowly before I can say it feels right, but something in me shifted after that Light immersion, and I changed.
As fantastic as it may seem, I am starting to believe that he is my "other".
The irony of it is, I am Human and he is not. Honestly, I've never seen him with my eyes, so I have no clue what he looks like, and when I once asked, he did not give me a species or being type he belonged to.
I don't believe it makes any difference, because the exchange is energy. When I am in his energy and he is in mine, it feels very familiar, as if I've always known him. I felt the dance of oneness, and felt the abrupt separation when we became physical beings of different species.
It almost feels like the Adam and Eve story, where, after eating the apple, the awareness of separation in physical bodies made it impossible to be in each other's energy again and feel One with each other. When I am in his energy, all I am sharing is the essence of who I am, and it is bliss. When the energies separate, I feel how much my body is not made for high voltage electricity, and how much he does not understand that.
So, for now I'm still letting it sink in, as it feels, in a level I cannot describe, that he is really my "other", two separate ones that danced an eternal dance of oneness in a field of Pure Light, a long, long time ago.
Since 2012 I have been through a complete undoing of what I was to become who I really AM.
Not that I didn't know who I AM, but all the human conditioning was in the way.
The last couple of years have been confusing to me, as I still have the same intention to help and nurture life, but I could not do it in the way I've always done it.
It just didn't click, so to speak. My universe has expanded to something more existential, more cosmic, and I was at odds with finding a way to continue my work as a Healer/ Teacher/ Shaman.
From 2012 through 2015, I was expanded in a way that I can only describe as a complete molecular explosion that reached into all realms of the Cosmos we are a part of. Honestly, I don't wish that experience on anyone. It was terrifying, and something that cannot be undone.
I am now everything, and everything is me. Beings I could never imagine of, flooded my life. They came, they went, some stayed. The information shared is sometimes too "out there" for me.
But that's my thing, still wanting to somewhat appear "normal" to most that are not ready for esoteric concepts, but that nonetheless need healing in one form or another. I questioned my sanity many times when stuff I never heard of, or that didn't match what I knew was insisted upon me by the Beings.
Probably because I am a very down to Earth type of person, and also because it didn't "feel" right with me. But lo and behold, a day or two after that, some scientific article would come my way, confirming what I was told. It's hard to be a Taurus sometimes.
So I have been allowing my Self to be and discovering new ways of sharing myself with this planet.
So all this long prologue is kind of a confirmation of what I have experienced this weekend at the Psychic Fair and at the Healing Arts Festival the previous one.
I cannot detach myself and be separate from energy anymore. I am really One with everything. At the Festival, I was very aware of the collective energy emanating from all the people in the building. I had confirmation from a friend that wanted to know if I could feel the energy there. It was very different than normal.
That confirmed to me what the Beings are telling me about raising the frequency of the electric magnetic field in this planet to shake off the low vibrational current that is embedded from centuries of wars, violence and hatred towards each other. They told me everyone would be affected and their pain and disease would rise to the surface to be released. They told me I would feel everything. I could see and feel the "disease" process in many. I was very aware.
Well, this past weekend, on Saturday, I just looked at people and felt I "knew" every single one in the building, even though I never met them in this lifetime. There were hundreds of people walking around, plus the vendors, readers and healers. I was all of them, and I never felt like that in such a large scale. The healing work has been of higher frequency, and people felt many shifts while on my table.
On Sunday, I had a steady stream of people wanting readings, and the interesting thing is, no matter how many times I shuffled the cards, and how many different people cut them, the same cards were turned over. I did not have time to observe anyone walking by, but the ones that sat down at my table knew they had to come to me.
Now the Beings, as I call them for simplicity (they are many), told me today to rest. They didn't have to tell me that, as I know how to take care of myself after an intense weekend of high voltage energy work, but I got the feeling they were hinting at something even higher voltage than these past two weekends.
Here is another thing they've been telling me: (the skeptical me, says, sure... but, maybe) They said they can stop the degenerative process of aging in the body and restore it to what it was before the aging process started to accelerate. I will be turning 68 in about 3 weeks, and have not finished my work here, so obviously, this sounds appealing to me, but are they really able to do this regenerative work, or are they just playing with my thinking? I don't know, but time will tell.
Until then, thanks for reading.
I am Amayah. Here you will find the story of an amazing being that became trapped in the cycle of incarnation on Earth. I hope that my experiences inspire you to discover your story.