Everything just is

I had an experience in 2016 where I was expanded out of this realm into infinitesimal particles and became the cosmos itself.
I was everything, everything was me.
That experience, although out of the ordinary, created an awareness of a reality the majority of Humans are incapable of understanding. A reality that is simple but cannot be described, or labeled, or scientifically categorized or dissected.
A reality that we are a part of and that can only be integrated to be transforming.
After that experience, all categories used to explain the unexplainable crumbled.
Everything just IS.
There is no magical thinking, or magical doing, there isn't a man on a throne up in the sky making things happen for you, there is no magical universe or angels, or archangels, there is only an energy field where energy forms dwell. Some of these forms are ethereal, some have a shape, some are denser and vibrate at a lower frequency.
I merged my energy luminous self with my physical vehicle and also merged consciously with life.
I am this planet and all life in it and this planet is me.
The awareness that I was different became a reality. It made it more difficult to continue the old social habits such as small talk and going along with the belief systems so prevalent in Humans.
I was always able to sense the lies and bullshit, but now I see it plain and clear. It saddens me that others cannot experience life without the baggage they carry.
It is very painful to see and be part of the current state of this planet. It is even more painful to know that I may not be here long enough to see a change for a more enlightened Human species and that, this being my last time here as a Human, I will leave behind a planet that is dying.

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