I have really changed...

Since 2012 I have been through a complete undoing of what I was to become who I really AM.
Not that I didn't  know who I AM, but all the human conditioning was in the way.
The last couple of years have been confusing to me, as I still have the same intention to help and nurture life, but I could not do it in the way I've always done it.
It just didn't click, so to speak. My universe has expanded to something more existential, more cosmic, and I was at odds with finding a way to continue my work as a Healer/ Teacher/ Shaman.
From 2012 through 2015, I was expanded in a way that I can only describe as a complete molecular explosion that reached into all realms of the Cosmos we are a part of. Honestly, I don't wish that experience on anyone. It was terrifying, and something that cannot be undone.
I am now everything, and everything is me. Beings I could never imagine of, flooded my life. They came, they went, some stayed. The information shared is sometimes too "out there" for me.
But that's my thing, still wanting to somewhat appear "normal" to most that are not ready for esoteric concepts, but that nonetheless need healing in one form or another. I questioned my sanity many times when stuff I never heard of, or that didn't match what I knew was insisted upon me by the Beings.
Probably because I am a very down to Earth type of person, and also because it didn't "feel" right with me. But lo and behold, a day or two after that, some scientific article would come my way, confirming what I was told. It's hard to be a Taurus sometimes.
So I have been allowing my Self to be and discovering new ways of sharing myself with this planet.
So all this long prologue is kind of a confirmation of what I have experienced this weekend at the Psychic Fair and at the Healing Arts Festival the previous one.
I cannot detach myself and be separate from energy anymore. I am really One with everything. At the Festival, I was very aware of the collective energy emanating from all the people in the building. I had confirmation from a friend that wanted to know if I could feel the energy there. It was very different than normal.
That confirmed to me what the Beings are telling me about raising the frequency of the electric magnetic field in this planet to shake off the low vibrational current that is embedded from centuries of wars, violence and hatred towards each other. They told me everyone would be affected and their pain and disease would rise to the surface to be released. They told me I would feel everything. I could see and feel the "disease" process in many. I was very aware.
Well, this past weekend, on Saturday, I just looked at people and felt I "knew" every single one in the building, even though I never met them in this lifetime. There were hundreds of people walking around, plus the vendors, readers and healers. I was all of them, and I never felt like that in such a large scale. The healing work has been of higher frequency, and people felt many shifts while on my table.
On Sunday, I had a steady stream of people wanting readings, and the interesting thing is, no matter how many times I shuffled the cards, and how many different people cut them, the same cards were turned over. I did not have time to observe anyone walking by, but the ones that sat down at my table knew they had to come to me.
Now the Beings, as I call them for simplicity (they are many), told me today to rest. They didn't have to tell me that, as I know how to take care of myself after an intense weekend of high voltage energy work, but I got the feeling they were hinting at something even higher voltage than these past two weekends.
Here is another thing they've been telling me: (the skeptical me, says, sure... but, maybe) They said they can stop the degenerative process of aging in the body and restore it to what it was before the aging process started to accelerate. I will be turning 68 in about 3 weeks, and have not finished my work here, so obviously, this sounds appealing to me, but are they really able to do this regenerative work, or are they just playing with my thinking? I don't know, but time will tell.
Until then, thanks for reading.

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