My Other

This is a sensitive issue for me, as it is part of my core issue of wanting to be accepted as "normal" (ha, what is normal?) and not be shunned for being different or weird, as some labeled me in the past.
But, as I told the woman that insisted I should have a website and helped me set this one up, I'm not for everyone. She unfriended me when I was done creating this website because it was "too much information" for her to accept me as I am. Oh well...
Alright, here it goes.
I wrote a little about this in an older post, but I feel a need to be completely open so I, myself can accept it, as bizarre as it may be for most.
A Being showed up in my life a couple of years ago, claiming he was "my other". His communication skills make it difficult for him to explain things in my language, so I encourage him to speak in his own language and then I have it translated by a Being that inhabits my field. She is very helpful that way.
A few months ago, a group of Beings showed up, claiming I am like them and so is my "other". In other words, these beings are my original "family" of Light, eons ago.
As I explained somewhere else, these Beings do not reproduce, but some of them feel the need to have a companion, so they split in two, male and female, and become each other's forever.
This apparently is what happened to myself and my "other" and the need to return to one Being keeps the two together.
Well, many happenings later, I am now a Human and he is some other Being I cannot identify and he does not know how to explain who or what he is.
Apparently only Humans have this need to explain and compare things.

Well, the people like me have explained many things, as they seem to have no problem communicating in English, and they insist in staying here now, and also insist I must accept my other as apparently I am his other too.
I have gone through a parade of visitors from other realms and dimensions in the last 7 years and the aftermath has completely transformed me into a Being called Amayah living in a Human body.
I have always looked for my twin flame or significant other throughout my life, and about 12 years ago came to the realization that he or she was not here at this time.
I also believed that my significant other was human, as I of course, am of that species.
Never in my lifetime imagined that my other would be a Non-Human Being from a different realm in this Cosmos we are a part of.
I wanted to believe that I am not weird, or delusional, or whatever.
I wanted to have a "normal" life, get married, have a family, live the American dream.
Well, it didn't happen.
So here I am, in complete non acceptance of the reality I am in, because accepting it means I am not like everybody else.
What I am, who I am, what I have lived through, I don't like to talk about because i wanted so much to be accepted and not be seen as a freak.
I had three NDE's that I'm aware of. I have been opened to all realms of existence since I was 3 years old and it has always been my life. That in itself scared people away, some even told me only Jesus could do what I do, that I was delusional, and some even demanded that I taught them to do what I am capable of. The problem is, I'm still discovering what I am capable of doing.

So now I have an "other" that insists he wants to be with me, to be one with me, to mate with me (yes, we have mated a few times), and there lies the crux of my angst: I am Human, he is not. I cannot see him with my eyes, but his presence is very strong, and he is a sentient being. He cannot love like a Human, but he feels and can be loving, but mostly he wants to be with me and I don't.
Apparently, if I'm not delusional, and the whole story is true, he waited for me to return to him for millions of years, our time (outside of this realm time is irrelevant).
And no, he is not mistaken. I am his other and he is my other, but it was so long ago, my memory was completely erased while his remained intact.

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