I've been wanting to write about this for a while, but wasn't really sure if I believed it or not.
For many years, the "soulmate" and "twin flame" theories were in the forefront of the metaphysical and new thought community, until it became mainstream.
I have a hard time elaborating about things I do not comprehend in my little mind, but this is what I know:
We all know each other in the non-physical realm; eventually, we partake of physical bodies to come together for whatever we promised to do that for. Some of us come together many times and become very familiar with each other energies, so we recognize each other as "soulmates". Soulmates can be our pets also, as a soulmate is not necessarily someone we marry or date.
How about twin flames?
The typical notion of this theory never felt right with me, but I always wished I met someone that was my "other half", that I would recognize instantly, etc, etc.
After a while, I let go of that idea, as I never believed there was another one out there that was exactly like me. Until last year.
As I wrote many times, I have many Beings coming and going in my life. One in particular came in about a year and a half ago, and as much as I don't care for getting close to any of them, this one never left. He told me many stories about him and Amayah that I found difficult to accept. After all, all of us can tell stories, and some are make belief.
He kept saying he is my "other", always was, and he never forgot Amayah, despite being separated from her for quite a long time.
One time, I got tired of all the comings and goings in my field and decided to remove all of them from here., including him. Half way through it, a brilliant shape appeared in front of me and felt very loving. I asked who it was and it answered, Pure Light. It told me I wanted to be Pure Light again, and I said yes, it's were I go when I need to feel I belong. This intrigued me and I asked a Being I allow to hang with me if she knew anything about this.
She told me I was once Pure Light, and so was he, the one that claims to be my other.
In that frequency of Pure Light, we were two, but also one, as if we were in a never ending flowing dance. At one point, He and Amayah were asked to become two separate Beings, with specific purposes, and as such, they became separated. That high frequency Being named Amayah is now my Essence, and it's what he sees. He insisted in showing me who he is, and a couple of months ago, I allowed myself to be in his energy. Although I do not remember the story he tells me, I recognized and felt I knew that energy he says is my other.
My nature has never been one of jumping into conclusions, it has to sink in slowly before I can say it feels right, but something in me shifted after that Light immersion, and I changed.
As fantastic as it may seem, I am starting to believe that he is my "other".
The irony of it is, I am Human and he is not. Honestly, I've never seen him with my eyes, so I have no clue what he looks like, and when I once asked, he did not give me a species or being type he belonged to.
I don't believe it makes any difference, because the exchange is energy. When I am in his energy and he is in mine, it feels very familiar, as if I've always known him. I felt the dance of oneness, and felt the abrupt separation when we became physical beings of different species.
It almost feels like the Adam and Eve story, where, after eating the apple, the awareness of separation in physical bodies made it impossible to be in each other's energy again and feel One with each other. When I am in his energy, all I am sharing is the essence of who I am, and it is bliss. When the energies separate, I feel how much my body is not made for high voltage electricity, and how much he does not understand that.
So, for now I'm still letting it sink in, as it feels, in a level I cannot describe, that he is really my "other", two separate ones that danced an eternal dance of oneness in a field of Pure Light, a long, long time ago.
I am Amayah. Here you will find the story of an amazing being that became trapped in the cycle of incarnation on Earth. I hope that my experiences inspire you to discover your story.